What we feel, how we see
It all changes, it becomes clear
From a young child to now
Our words have changed, they allow

Us to grow, us to mature
Without words, we have no cure
for our mistakes, for our thoughts
We live because we are caught

In between life and it’s challenges
We are able to use words for ages
To change what we believed before
And create a beauty of symphony and more.

It is what keeps us alive mentally
Without words, there is no key
To move forward, move on
Language is something to mourn. 

Open your book, to back when you were 5.
You first took your steps, into a world of fantasies.
Cried going to school, but all that ended
When you first experienced, an illusional childish ’love’.

He was 17 and you didnt know
Anything but that inside childish glow
The feeling was a crush, it made you feel so happy
What happened to those days, when we didnt have to;

Worry about everyone’s feelings
Worry about how you looked and how you felt
Worry about who you’d hurt and embaress yourself
Worry about what to say to not stuff up.

Those were the days, when cinderella existed.
Those were the days, When books were your reality.
Those were the days, when we didnt give a fuck
Those were the days, when we took our sweet time.

Love was a crush and crush was magic.
It was a feeling of pure joy
Never got rejected, because you were only a child.
Open your book to when you were 12.

Starting to change, you learn to comprehend
The feeling of loss, hate, jealousy and regret
Evolving inside you, magic soon dissapears
All you did then, was concentrate on being perfect.

Open your book to when you were 15.
Love began to mature and soon became a commitment
Love became truthful, no fling or tiny crush
It soon developed to looking for, your truly one and only.

Now open your book to your present moment.
Things have changed since, but noone seems to notice.
Open your eyes and you will see
Concentrate on love, the childish love with a mixture of commitment

Everything will change, your eyes will see clearer.
Hate, pain and jealousy will dissapear.
You will see the light, and be all that you can be.
Destined to be happy, make it reality.

When your in the deep
You know you’ve gone too far
But i just cant help it
Because im not alone, im in it with you.

Cant you see the possibilities
That were in this together,
Two people as one
It makes it all fun.

Even if it we’ve gone too far
Gone too far
I know that im okay
Because you’re there by my side

We’ll get through it all
If you dont give up
We’ll get through it all
Because when i go too far

You seem to respond,
You seem to act back to how you were
Even if going too far is dangerous;
You go back to who you were.

You go back to who you were…..(x5)

When i go too far, I feel that your there.
Because you respond with emotions
But you seem that you care.
And that’s all i want to see in your face.

Here you are, by my side
I didn’t even think of you as anyone
You took my hand and told me a lie
Now im here believing my heart

Tell me the truth and only the truth
Why are you with me
Its taunting me
Tell me the truth and only the truth
Please say that you care, cause i do too.
cause i do too.

The first you told me forever
The second you told me to go away
How am i suppose to react?
When all of this change, is colliding too much

Tell me the truth and only the truth
Why are you with me
Its taunting me
Tell me the truth and only the truth
Please say that you care, cause i do too.
cause i do too.

As hard as i dont
I think of the past
Because in those mists, are the happy times
When you missed me and loved me too
You weren’t afraid, to tell me the truth.
To tell me the truth.

And everyday and everyday
The past just comes along
Making me smile of those times you wanted me
Now things are different and all of it is fogged.

Everyday and everyday i wish that you could be.
The old you…… the old you…
Even if it means, having to do those things
That hurt me the most, because back then
You showed that you cared.

Tell me the truth and only the truth
Why are you with me
Its taunting me
Tell me the truth and only the truth
Please say that you care, cause i do too.
cause i do too.

explodingdog:

this version is so much better

Before i start i’d like to make things clear: dislike me for what i write here i dont mind because honestly atleast im not a two-face hoe who acts all innocent but a smart ass infront of everyone? Atleast i say it straight up about how much i hate a person rather than two-face them and act innocent to people that their two-face too. Honestly i couldnt give a rats ass if ppl hate me after this because this is my honesty. no lies. no sucking up. True. Realistic :)

Wake up hoe; you aint suprising
Any of us; or me even though im arriving
Into your schemes of two-face events
Honestly kunt? I feel sorry for ur rents

Your a two-face hoe; A two face bitch
You suck like fuck your just so full of shit
You try to make people think your sweet and kind
All your doing is filling up their minds
With shit. honestly. shit. LOL

The day i met you; you lied straight away
:OMG ITS SO NICE TO FINALLY MEET YOU
Yeah okay to do what? go fuck me up?
Wake up hoe; you think everyones there for you
In honest truth; so many are deserting you.

I tried to be there for you neutrally
I tried not to bitch about your icey frenzy
When you pissed my friends off
I just replied with a : mmmm
How about you kunt? You already gnna be two-face?

Suddenly things aint getting Rhymy in here
Cause honestly your not worth the rhymes
Just a word of advice; Dont even try?
LMFAO: oh JUST US FOUR BAHAHAHA do you really wanna start?

What a cute ass comment; do you feel proud?
DO you honestly think; they want you around?
Maybe at times they do; Maybe you feel that they do
Please open your eyes you’ve just been ‘always’ there
Thats the only reason that you feel as though they care.

They cant push you away; they cant tell you to go
Because you were always there
So there letting a hoe
Like you to stay in their life

I feel sorry for them i truly do.
But its their choice to love you
And waste their time
Honestly love im sorry but go

T-w-o-f-a-c-e s-o-m-e-w-h-e-r-e else 8-)

It’s sweet when you think about it
Although you know that use arent talking
You still wait for them or you still look for them
Still question about them and still think about them

When you know use aint talkin but still
You wait for them to appear; at will
You check their emotions; their day
You even check what they have to say

And even when you know their not looking for you
You still watch out every minute, hour; you feel like a fool
But it feels like the right thing to do
Even though you feel invisible to them; like a mu

So you sit there or you hear about their day
And you just listen and observe but nothing to say
Because its not to you; Your just there to make sure
That their okay; you feel as though their a cure

Even though you know
You feel like saying, ‘so?’
You feel the need to make sure their okay
And that’s your comfort; your ray
Of assurance.

You look after them; in your own personal way
Without them knowing that ur checking their okay
You feel happy; even when their not with you
Just to make sure their not falling apart like you.

When im sitting in school
When im sitting at home
When im all alone
I cant stop thinking about chu.

Baby where you at?
Last night i just sat
Staring at the screen
Remembering everything 

No matter what i do
Your always on my mind
Tell me why is this?
Do you feel the same; remember our first kiss 

So many memories;
So little time
But i have enough
To make this rhyme 

Thinking of the days
We smiled as we layed
On my bed
Side by side; right by your head 

Smile across my face
My heart feels like a race
The past catches up to me
In my eyes; its all i see 

I want my future to be the same
Me and you; no bloody rain
Because when i smile about the past
I want it to be in the future; catch up fast 

Smiling at your smile
I can remember it for a while
Makes me full of butterflies
When i say im doing nothing; im full of lies 

Im always doing something.
Thinking about you; that aint nothing
Thats everytihng to me;
I feel like im so free 

Although you consume my mind
I feel free; like that kind
Where your like the air i breathe
Without you i cant survive.

I was standing by the bus stop and like I was just staring at ants on a tree; all in line fully robotic so it just came to me randomly :L

Ants life is full of mystery
They go way back in history
But something i found interesting
Was if ants felt tempting?

To step out of their line
Their robotic movement so fine
Do they ever take a leap?
Make a rebellious choice; not heaps

Their organised; self efficient
When it comes to feeding sufficients
Amounts of food; god so prepared
If one became individual would they have cared?

I decided to test their individualism
I drew a line in their way to hinder them
I watched ants go separate ways
But alas? as a group recollected and stayed

Their so pre-planned; no mistakes
Their lifes so dull? Its hard to intake
No creativity; no individual ant
Its hard to watch their life fade; i cant

Its the same; every decade
Same procedure; no raid.
Their soul purpose?
Robotic on the surface.